We have spiders. And ants.
Funny thing is, both are creatures God likes and tells us to consider. (Proverbs 6:6-8; 30:28) Why? Because they do what needs doing, ignoring the distractions around them, and showing no regard for opinions. The ant, always industrious; the spider, immune to rank. Both quietly working at what God called them to do. Neither easily tired nor intimidated.
What does this mean to me?
The ant is busy all the time. The spider works industriously, but when the job is done, she stops scurrying and patiently waits. Does the ant tell the spider when to spin? Does the spider tell the ant when to wait?
It is not for me to tell another when to go or when to stay -- when to be busy or when to be still. Nor is it for another to tell me... although we each think we know what is best for the other.
It is for me rather to be sure that I go when God says, "Go." That I stay when God says, "Stay." I neither can nor should control what another does or thinks.
Romans 8:1-4
8 There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
2 For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death.
3 For what the law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh, and for sin, condemned sin in the flesh:
4 That the righteousness of the law might be fulfilled in us, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.
But I must be sure to walk after the Spirit and not after the flesh. The flesh is all about the law, condemning all who do not obey the letter of the law. The contrast between flesh and Spirit is clearly stated in 2 Cor. 3:6
6 Who also hath made us able ministers of the new testament; not of the letter, but of the spirit: for the letter killeth, but the spirit giveth life.
When I walk after the Spirit, I come alive inside. I am able to take hold on needs around me and accomplish much.
When I allow condemnation into my life, I am crushed into my flesh. I accomplish little. More condemnation descends. It is a vicious cycle. Soon, I am completely nonfunctional.
Then must I go to my Saviour and repent, "It was never my righteousness, only yours. Please forgive me for thinking it was my works that saved me or judged me. It is not. It is only by your works that I am saved or judged. And by your works, I am judged righteous, and therefore saved."
Once I grasp this, I understand: None could condemn Jesus. Therefore none can condemn me. That includes myself.
Armed now with faith in Christ and acceptance of His sacrifice, I lay aside my condemnation and stand to my feet. Leaving my past behind, I take up the cross of Christ as my shield and I step forward into a new day, one task at a time.
What I accomplish or don't is irrelevant. What matters is that I put Jesus first. He'll cover the rest.
Amazingly, things fall into place, I can function again, and I have peace.
I forget to be broken. I forget to be worthless. I forget to be frustrated. Some things fall into place. Others can be let go. What gets done is what my Jesus pleases; and if He is pleased, who am I to complain? Who is another to say, "It is not enough"?
Lord Jesus, help me to always put you first, follow your direction, give you glory when I succeed, and accept your forgiveness when I fail.
My works cannot save me.
Yours can.
Amen.